I have 2 major problems, and there both just getting bigger.theres one the with you and then theres the unhealthy one.idk waht to do anymore, temporary solutions seem to work but then today i felt like shit! ill figure something out hopefully… i have soemthing in mind that will make me stop but we all know its never gonna happen.i mean c’mon now dumbest idea so far.i hate who im turning into.i seriuosly miss how it use to be.i hate growing up and realizing shit that happens.i hate how im under a bad influence and how im a bad infleunce to you,maybe its time to just leave everything and start over .i hate how im thinking that,known some of you since like elementry and middle school just met some of you and i already want to forget you.FML! seriously though i cant seem to set things straight with anything.who knows these might be my true colors =/